Thursday, 26 March 2015

Sleep The Day Away

Sleep and let it all go away
Sleep in the sorrows, in the guilt, and the dismay
Let it all be washed out
Let the pain be vanquished
By the tranquillity of your night
As you sleep your day away

But before you go to sleep
Remember to wipe the slate
As there will always be a new day
Waiting for a place in your memory;
A new love, a new life
A new February that will bring you affection!

Be happy for the small portions of peace you have
Because bigger portions are coming ahead
If you were only strong enough to wipe the slate clean

Sleep the day away
Let it all walk down the hill
Then leave it down and ascend
To your rightful place; the summit
Drown you pains and your tears
In the dreams of a better tomorrow
Because a better tomorrow is coming
Only if you have the guts to let it
Take over you


Monday, 23 March 2015

رسالة كلمة واحدة

"كلمة "بحبَك
تقوليها يدب في قلبي نبض الحياة
بكلمة بسيطة و ضحكة خفيفة بتحيي كياني
 و عمري الكان ده كله حكاية و عمري اللي جي
"ده بداية حياتي في حُمرة خفيفة لما تقوليلي "بحبَك
و عينيكِ تنكسف و تفضح هي باقي الكلام
مش عايز اعرف باقي الكلام
مش عايز اسمعه
اصله تلخص في بسمة عينيكِ
و وشك الاحمر لما ابوصله
مفيش كلام تاني يتقال
كفاية عليا قلبي بيفرح لما بشوفك
كفاية عليا عيني بتفرح لمل بشوفك
"كفاية عليا ان عمري ابتدا لما شوفتك كاتبة "بحبك
على تليفونك و صورتي جنبها
 كفاية اقولك ان رسالة منك بتحييني و قلبي اكتفى
بيكي و عمره ما هيحب بعدك لان قلبك علم قلبي طعم الوفا
بحبِك يا مجنونة حياتي 
و بحب عمري اللي ابتدا معاكي
بحبِك

Saturday, 14 March 2015

About a Cat

I held her hand as she closed her eyes to rest
I felt her paws, her pink, tender, sweet paws
And her claws, that were so soft and so clean
She stopped trembling and twisting
She was moaning, hurtfully
I moaned with her, as I laid beside her
On the street

I held her hand as she was going to sleep
And in this twisting and irritation, I was squashed
By that painful prickle in my heart
“I should do something, she shouldn’t die”

I held her as she closed her eyes in fear
I held her between my arms and patted on her peeled off skin
On that flesh of hers, exposed to all the sins
Of these inhumanities driving by the scene
By that blood of hers, spilling
By that heart of hers, skipping a beat, frightened

I held her close to my beating heart, fearfully
I tried to comfort her ills
As she closed her eyes to sleep
As her trembling grew weaker
As I teared soundlessly
To her painful, sicking death

I held her close as she closed her eyes to rest
Or at least, that is what I wish I did!


Monday, 9 March 2015

All Kinds of Love

And it took me long enough to realize that not all kinds of love can be sensed at its first glimpse. There are just kinds of love that you have to work your ass off to attain, and actually when you do, you realize that it’s been all worth the shit you toke for it! You have to bleed for it, breathe it and consume it as you let it consume you. Dissolve in it and let it devour you up, in a good way. All of the loves you've been through, the freaking, crazy butterflies that you've prayed to have and you wished you’d never lose are just a myth. There are butterflies, but not that idealized! There are butterflies and Goosebumps and pain; a whole shit of pain that breaks you enjoyably! There is a kind of surrender, a surrender of a winner, a surrender to the waves that take over you. There is a kind of surrender that you delve in; a moment of anxiety and madness that can only be described by happiness within its toughness and torture. Celebrate the break-ends and the loose ties that your complex personality and your complicated relationships has lead you to. Celebrate every break and break through! Celebrate the failures and “the loves” you lost because they are what made you who you are. Acknowledge the goodness of every bad decision you ever made, every wrong thing you knew you were doing and did anyways, every road you took that led you to the wrong path and made you lose your goal, as you thought was the case. Just breathe and believe that everything was meant to happen the way it did. Connect the dots to draw the path of the greater plan, the greater good that you were being prepared for all the past time, without noticing. Appreciate the love you have in your life now and count every moment and feel blessed to have it in your life. Be happy and be in love; with your lover, and most importantly, with yourself. Accept what is and just breathe!

Free

Breathe in
Inhale the feeling
Consume it
Abide by the rules 
That your heart set
Go insane with your emotions
Ravel in their roller coaster
And breathe

Love every thought you get
Love every breath you take
Love every inch of you
And let yourself live
Let yourself love and live
Let yourself be

Where you're going to be 
Is where I'm going to be
 And we both know it
Just love and let it live
On and on and on

Breathe in the smoke
Walk through the desolation
And smile as we hold hands
And live

Inhale the feeling
Consume it
And ravel in it
As your heart beat so hard with happiness
And your eyes smile

Your invigorating spirit
Dazelling
Shall brighten for you the way
So love and let live
As you breathe in 
The morning breeze