Fumed

Cigarette fumes

Cloaking my sight

I’m breathing in the smoke

My lungs are overfilled with nicotine

I’m craving more

I’m losing it

My head is turning over

Euphoria

Kicking in

I’m stoned

I’m bleeding

I’m hurt

I’m cutting myself

Over and over

I’m feeling triumphant

I’m losing it

My head is turning over

As my eyes get dilated

And my lungs get stroked

And my feet lose control

Slipping from over the edge

Into a rocky hole

Taking out my lousy breathes

And my desperate attempts

To feel alive