In your journey of life you meet people who you wish you never met, you meet others who you wish to spend the rest of your life with, and the last and unique type is those who you can't imagine your life if they haven't ever stepped in and left their outstanding, unique imprint on you. Zain for me was one of those who have affected me deeply, maybe even without noticing. He is one among others for sure, yet the awkward about him is that he is my first anonymous friend, or so I call him. He is just one of those people who you meet randomly and never think to have anything established between you both later in the future. I never met him, I don't even know his real name, well...to be honest, I don't know anything about him but his FB account. Ridiculous, isn't it?! To be so attached to someone you never met in your whole life, well, in my 19 year old life :P :D
He is just a great writer, honestly. He's got that style that gets you attracted to whatever he is saying, even if it's the most dismal or gloomy thing on the planet Earth and probably in the whole Galaxy and the other neighboring galaxies (I don't know their names so...). He taught me much in the couple of times we talked. and really I'm disappointed that I never got to meet the guy and in the one and only time he hinted that we'd meet I kept bluffing around as I was scared, how am I supposed to talk with him face to face if I don't even know what his real name is.
He taught me many things and he just affected me deeply. He was the first to encourage me to write and keep on moving forward on that track, of course when I dismiss the countless times my uncle encouraged me when I had my first anime story written, it was hilariously ridiculous as I was only four and actually all animals for me were snakes or bears. He was the first to boost my confidence in whatever piece I write despite the fact of having things slip out of my hands sometimes and end up in a total failure. He was the first to give me the harshest comments ever, while maintaining my self-respect and urging me to do better. He is remarkably smart or so I think he is. He is my savior in the time I thought I'm totally lost. He had such things that would slap you at the face and tell you "Wake Up, STOP DREAMING...The fairyland is far away from reality"
He is just one of the characters to whom I feel gratitude and I thank God to have put that person in my way.
Zain, wherever you are, I thank you from the bottom of my heart and I'm asking God to help you find salvation and lead the rest of your life in peace with God, with others and most importantly with yourself. Thank you to have changed many things in me and thank you to have stepped in my life.
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
keep going :);)
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