After watching the movie Devour by Jensen Ackeles of Supernatural, one of my favorite series, I felt so overwhelmed by the last sentence in the movie which was " The Devil couldn't kill her child so this is how she makes me pay for wanting to be human. But maybe they're right, maybe there is no Pathway and this is all a fantasy I've created to live with the horrible things I've done. Wake me from this nightmare, please, help me".
Have been through it all before, I can say that the mind has this incredible ability in believing in what you want it to believe in; like everything suddenly sounds idiomatic and sensible and in a split of a second it makes no common sense at all.
"The brain is just like a muscle, the more you train it the more it can give" Bill Forbes, The Vampire Diaries, Season Three, Can't actually remember the episode.
So after feeling like "OMG this can happen 'cause it's so common to convince ourselves with stuff and then create the illusion and live in it", I felt like I had to make something out of it, and That's what I had written down.
P.S. the reason for the Bible Quoting is that it clarifies many points and the movie is built upon some Biblical references so it's just a contribution to the effects I want to add.
"1 Peter 5:8 Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."
"1 Peter 5:8 Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."
Seductive and beautiful
Graceful as if playing on chords
As charming and bewitching
As a mermaid can be
Exotic she is.
She knows how to strike
Where to strike, when to strike;
She knows everything.
She seems like divine;
Wild yet peaceful,
You need to dig deep down
To reach her core, in case it exists.
Once your eyes are set on her
You're confessed never to let go;
She gets her clutches in you
She is possessive, you belong to her
"Like a lion, she prowls around,
Seeking souls she may devour."
That's how she is, who she is
Sneaking at night in your darkest dreams
Capable of doing what she wants
And of making you do what she wants
And for being capable of doing everything
Of being everything, she is everything.
She is your dreams,
She is your nightmares
She is that soulless monster
That craves to be let out
That killer, abductor, she is the demon inside
That one that grows beneath your smile.
The rituals has to be done
Before she can expose herself to you
She is in your life, intimate to you
Yet the real face of hers,
About which you have no clue.
You have to kill to know the truth
So that her true face would prevail
And for the mask to fall
She is what your mind tells you to be
And what you resist to do, thus become.
She is those visions that you get
Your destructive wishes
Your abilities that you wouldn't let out
Your suppressed fantasies in your head
She is the other side of the self
She is your enemy, even though she is you
When you look at the mirror
You see her sometimes
More than those in which you see you
She is Satan that grows in each of us
The one for which we fantasize to release
Because without creating our illusions
We would gradually be devoured
By our sense of guilt
She is the anesthetic to our cruel nature.
Graceful as if playing on chords
As charming and bewitching
As a mermaid can be
Exotic she is.
She knows how to strike
Where to strike, when to strike;
She knows everything.
She seems like divine;
Wild yet peaceful,
You need to dig deep down
To reach her core, in case it exists.
Once your eyes are set on her
You're confessed never to let go;
She gets her clutches in you
She is possessive, you belong to her
"Like a lion, she prowls around,
Seeking souls she may devour."
That's how she is, who she is
Sneaking at night in your darkest dreams
Capable of doing what she wants
And of making you do what she wants
And for being capable of doing everything
Of being everything, she is everything.
She is your dreams,
She is your nightmares
She is that soulless monster
That craves to be let out
That killer, abductor, she is the demon inside
That one that grows beneath your smile.
The rituals has to be done
Before she can expose herself to you
She is in your life, intimate to you
Yet the real face of hers,
About which you have no clue.
You have to kill to know the truth
So that her true face would prevail
And for the mask to fall
She is what your mind tells you to be
And what you resist to do, thus become.
She is those visions that you get
Your destructive wishes
Your abilities that you wouldn't let out
Your suppressed fantasies in your head
She is the other side of the self
She is your enemy, even though she is you
When you look at the mirror
You see her sometimes
More than those in which you see you
She is Satan that grows in each of us
The one for which we fantasize to release
Because without creating our illusions
We would gradually be devoured
By our sense of guilt
She is the anesthetic to our cruel nature.
"Acts 13:10 “You are a child of the devil and an enemy of everything that is right! You are full of all kinds of deceit and trickery. Will you never stop perverting the right ways of the Lord? "
"James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."
"James 4:7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."
