البوح بمكنونات صدري الدفينة

ma3lesh ana 7akteb franko 3ashan lw katabt english elkalam msh 7aysa3edny 3ashan ana met3asb awe ya 5al wAllahy delwa2ty w f nafs zat el la7za msh 7ala2y ta3beirat 2a7san mn kalamna "belhagayes" keda 3ashan 2afok mn el ta2a elly ana feiha.

Elly ye3rafny taba3an 7ay2ouly ma3lesh ya Rana lamo2a5za enty mn emta msh metday2a. 7a2olo ma3lesh wAllahy ya bringy ana 3la toul metday2a 3ashan lamo2a5za ya3ny mein f makany mayetdaye2sh?! lama ab2a wa7da shayfa kol sa7baty elly tesa7eb tefarkesh w elly t7eb ta5oud 3la nafou5ha w elly to3gab yetl3 ya 2emma seis ya 2emma shayeflo shoufa tanya. Lama ana ab2a nafsy kol ama ye3gebny 7d yeb2a mesh nafe3 bkol el makayees. Maho aslaha 3awamel moshtaraka, ma3na keda eih ba2a InshaaAllah, ana elly na7s ya3ny walla eih?1 Maho ana asly elly moshtaraka mabien kol sa7baty elly leihom 3elakat ya2emma se2tet ya 2emma 2ayla llso2out. 2ata2 ana ya3ny ya5waty **Zenat Sed2y style** howa ana maleish 7az 2abadan. Wenay ana bada2t asad2 enny ana elly na7s w na7sa el 3eyal ma3aya. Dh 7atta el welad ya Rabby mafeish 7d feihom 3aref yo5tob walla ye3rf 7d w y7ebbo. Wenaby ana elly shakly sho2m 3aleihom **asta3'fer Allah el 3azeem** tayeb maho ana asly lw matkalemtsh 7ata2 ya 3alam, yahoo 7amout!!!

Tayeb ana radya zemetko, lama kol marra mn wana f el madrasa kol ama ye3gebny 7d yeb2a ya 2emma saye3, ya 2aleil el 2adab, ya sa7bety 3agbah, ya howa 3ageb sa7bety, ya yeb2a seis, ya yeb2a msh beta3 gawaz w m2adeiha ana yegraly 7aga walla ana 2a3mel eih f nafsy ya3ny. Ah na wa7da magno, w ta2a w mahbousha w hyper w souty 3aly w narfouza w 3asabeya w mabaskoutsh w lesany 3amel zy el fara2ella bs tayeba wAllahy. 

I know that there should be somebody out there for me waiting for me as well and he's just as insane as I am, as hyper as I am and as lovely as I wish he would. I know, no I believe that there is someone out there waiting for me and he shares the same passions with me, the same relentless mind and high, untamed spirit that craves for whatever breaks the norms. 

Mal3esh 2o3zorouny, w ba3dein to3zorouny eih, 2allak 7ad 7aye2ra ya3ny. Aho ana keda moktane3a enny 3amla blog w el nas bte2ra w el hugs dh w ana 3arfa enno kolo f el shallaf w ma7adesh byefta7o l7ad ama azen zy el debana el re5ma, el faseilla, elly btelz2 f kol wa7ed feina w howa nazel raye7 sho3'lo w matfar2oush l7ad ama ykalem nafso w yeshtem w yza32 w ye2lb el youm b 7aga kazera keda f el 2a5er. 

In all cases, adeiny faketny bkelmtein, 7ayet7atou ganb e5wat-hom 3la blog ma7adesh bye2rah w kalam maloush 2ay talata lazma bs lw makontsh katabto w nasharto kan momkn yegraly 7aga f nafou5y. W fy nehayet el mataf 2a7eb amasy w army eltamasy w 2a2oul leik youm ya zalem w kollo bya5oud elly maktoub w enna lAllah w enna elayh rage3oun w adeiny 2afaltaha b maytam...w SHOKRAN :D :D :D :D