Sunday, 28 April 2013

Connecting (Stream of Thoughts 8)

Connection is what makes us humans. From my point of view, it’s a human trait that we cannot give up on. I can’t imagine not communicating with others. I make whatever possible to communicate; I talk, I jump, I dance, I hit my buddies and we click. I share my insanity with them and they share theirs with me. Sharing makes us humans; it makes the others know you and you know them. It’s a whole different life, a new world to excavate; living in the smile of each other.

For the first time in three years, I communicate with a very dear friend to my heart. For the first time he talks with me, he opens up to me and we share. He already knows me, I mean we’ve been friends for three years, and I know him, or at least I thought I did until today. When we talked today I felt that for the first time we started sharing something. By sharing I don’t mean we have common things that we share, no. I mean by sharing here that we both opened up to each other to let each of us read the other’s mind. For the first time in three years I finally feel a connection between us. There is hope to save our friendship after I thought that he will never be sharing with me and he is shutting me out. He is not the talkative type, I know that. I just refuse to accept that when you have so many things to say you choose to stay silent. He never talks with anyone. That’s why I felt happiness and an overwhelming feeling of ecstasy when we both talked together.

We sat together for like an hour, in which we talked like never before. We talked like real friends. It’s not anymore the kind of friendship of him teasing me and I accept the challenge and I run after him and swear that’ll be hitting him and blah, blah, blah, No! It was a real humanistic connection on a deeper level of emotions. There was love, there was affection, and there was compassion. For me, this was the first time to connect with him in that manner. We connected as humans do. I wasn’t insane, he wasn’t teasing. We were like how people should be when talking; we were happy.

My friend, my brother, you’re one of those people who I would never want to lose. Today for the first time I felt like we are connected only because you opened up to me. We only talked and that for me meant the world. I loved it, you can’t imagine how much I did. Please don’t stay silent for so long, please connect, not only with me but with the world. There is a whole big world out there full of life and full of compassion and emotions. Open up to others and let others open up to you, believe me, you’ll be much happier and life will be easier.

Thank you to have given me such an opportunity to know you better. I love you brother.

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