All Kinds of Love

And it took me long enough to realize that not all kinds of love can be sensed at its first glimpse. There are just kinds of love that you have to work your ass off to attain, and actually when you do, you realize that it’s been all worth the shit you toke for it! You have to bleed for it, breathe it and consume it as you let it consume you. Dissolve in it and let it devour you up, in a good way. All of the loves you've been through, the freaking, crazy butterflies that you've prayed to have and you wished you’d never lose are just a myth. There are butterflies, but not that idealized! There are butterflies and Goosebumps and pain; a whole shit of pain that breaks you enjoyably! There is a kind of surrender, a surrender of a winner, a surrender to the waves that take over you. There is a kind of surrender that you delve in; a moment of anxiety and madness that can only be described by happiness within its toughness and torture. Celebrate the break-ends and the loose ties that your complex personality and your complicated relationships has lead you to. Celebrate every break and break through! Celebrate the failures and “the loves” you lost because they are what made you who you are. Acknowledge the goodness of every bad decision you ever made, every wrong thing you knew you were doing and did anyways, every road you took that led you to the wrong path and made you lose your goal, as you thought was the case. Just breathe and believe that everything was meant to happen the way it did. Connect the dots to draw the path of the greater plan, the greater good that you were being prepared for all the past time, without noticing. Appreciate the love you have in your life now and count every moment and feel blessed to have it in your life. Be happy and be in love; with your lover, and most importantly, with yourself. Accept what is and just breathe!