Truths Men Lie

.قلت لها انا احبك للابد، قالت احبني الكثير من الرجال"

.قلت لها انت تاج لرأسي، قالت ملك بلا ملك و لا مال

.قلت لها انت ملهمتي و فني، قالت ما من جمال يفوق جمالي

"...فتركتها بين الغرور و الوهم لحالها و دعوت ربي ان يبقى حالي كما حالي

فتارين_فرقة مدينة مع هاني عادل

It’s not about being proud.

It’s not about being assured that you’re in love with me.

It’s neither about ego!

It’s only about being happy with my life that way;

Man-less, with no expectations and no care,

With no shame, no guilt, no blame,

No love, no sorrow, no loveless nights of pain

Because you see, I’ve been through it all!

I’ve been in love, I’ve been loved 

And I’ve been so hurt;

Cut so deep that my wounds wouldn’t heal 

But now I’m over it!

It’s not about ego, nor about pride.

It’s all about self- preservation and elegance!

It is all about vengeance

Because you see, I’ve been broken so many times!

I’ve been broken each by a man

One just like you!

A man accusing me of being a hard, cold stone!

A loveless creature, with no emotions!

A man just like you!

A man who pushes to the end and makes me feel so cruel!

A man who makes me sympathetic that I even fall for him!

I even fall for him that it shows that I’m too vulnerable, too weak!

It shows so much that he thrives, then snaps, 

Then he breaks whatever is left of me!

You’re no different to him!

You’re just a man, 

Another man who seems too innocent, too clear!

A man who will push me to the end,

Make me feel something again!

Then you’ll thrive, then you’ll snap, then you’ll break me!

Then you’ll run again!

Just like any other man for whom I’ve fell in love…

You’ll feel that you’ve won over me,

As if we were in a game

And the survival is for whoever stands taller,

Whoever stands longer!

You’ll feel like you’ve won

Your battle against me!

I’m no battle to be won

I’m no trophy to be owned

I’m a number of complexities piling up,

A number of contradicting emotion,

Wrestling each other not to fall apart!

A pile of ashes crumbling to the wind!

A sophisticated structure that bewilders you immensely!

It is not about ego.
It is not about pride.
It’s about being enshrined
From the truths that men lie!

"This is what makes us girls

We don't stick together and we put our love first

Something that we'd die for, it's our curse

Don't cry about it, It's all gonna happen"

This What Makes Us Girls_Lana Del Rey